maintaining...

I read this quote...

It is not about finding balance...

It is about maintaining it..

Well..things that make you hmmm...

I seek balance in my life everyday. I question my ability to have balance actually everyday too..

At this point in my life I have realized a few things about myself..

*I am dysfunction-ally organized 

*I have a hard time remembering things

*I live for the experience & the people...NOT the list or schedule

*I overbook myself because I don't want to miss out

*I need ALONE time with God and myself everyday

*I need to express myself & be creative

*I am flexible/inconsistent (sometimes) 

* over-thinker

*has expectations..

*hates being surface...I usually go deeper

NOW...I am not putting myself down in these statements of truths. I merely think that these realities are a part of my balance...

I have been really feeling like there is something more for me...

It has been a prayer of mine to really understand what inside me thinks/feels this...

what is it???

In time where I just want balance & contentment...

something is telling me...more more more...

Realizing that as I get older and life changes. It makes me realize that maintaining balance is the same as growing & learning.... it is constant..

With that being said...the more, more, more...I believe is God saying

I am not finished with you yet..

it is only the beginning...

So I guess the key to the real balance in life is God, Prayer..understanding yourself, growth & believing no matter what God isn't finished with you yet ....